Happy New year

I decided not to go to church and spend this new year with my family. I'm both glad and sad,  God has done so much for me these last few years. And so much before that I felt like I have to go and honour him in his house.
But then I thought I'm spending time with my family there is honour in that and before I go to bed tonight. I am going to read my Bible and pray and not only ask for him to bless me and protect me. But I'm going to go on my knees and thank him first and prays him for all he has done and still going to do for me and my family and friends!

Guys and girls be safe God bless you and I'll see you next year!  Love and peace brothers and sisters.

Things work out :-)

I now believe that no matter what the odds things always work out for the best. Taking my recent financial worries as the main example, sleepless nights smoking way to much just not being myself. And this morning boom a bomb drops and all is taken care of. Same thing with my baby (my car not a actual baby) my DAD managed to get parts for her allot cheaper now I can afford to fix much more than just the radiator!!!

PS. thanks DAD!

Studying is so hard finding the will to just sit in front of that computer all day and make notes and watching the lesions takes so much out of me, my neck is killing me and my headache is been persistent for the last few days. But I'm pushing on have to get qualified and start living my life.

Now besides the stress of every day life not much has been going on just work play and family time, and off course study study...

I'm thinking of getting someone special but where is the best place to meet her? I'm going to church and shopping malls but not much has caught my eye, I'm not going to bars and clubs cause I'm not really looking for that type of girl. And I mean no disrespect to any women who hang out in clubs!!  Just my last club encounter really didn't end up going so great. Started out great but ended dew to insecurity and a major lack of trust on her part.

But anyway I'll keep you updated on the hunt for miss right..

Signing of now 10/4 and goodbye

God bless and be safe!! Don't drink and drive and if you do keep moderation in check.

Happy new year! 

All the worlds a song

Feeling very musical today, Listened to CCR (for the young people that Credence Clearwater Revival) on the drive in to work, awesome band I love their music. Yesterday it was Kings of Leon specifically the song "Revelry" for some reason I was feeling sentimental or maybe just mental who knows?

Had a lovely British couple that checked into the Lodge where I work. Guess what their welcome to South Africa gift was, The husband gets his head banged open with a rock his wife gets thrown with a rock and almost all their belongings got stolen. Guess what they did cancelled a 4 week trip all that money lost. Tourism in this country is going backwards very quickly. Mrs. Smith is so traumatized by what happened to them they said they are never coming back to this "wretched country" and believe you me they are not going to be recommending to their friends to visit South Africa. So lets say that's a 100 people lost for good. 

We have to get the illegal immigrants out of this country and the only way this will happen is to restructure the most corrupt department in South Africa "HOME AFFAIRS". They are not doing their jobs people are getting work permits but when they expire they are not renewed or the recipient of said permit is not deported. He gets a free ride not paying tax getting RSA citizenship some other just steel identities. Ever wonder why the ANC get so many votes "illegals", they don't want their free ride to end.

Solution is get the pathetic defence force of South Africa(pre 1994 we were ranked 3rd best in the world) to patrol our borders. Keep them out!!

That's it for politics

A wise man is full of strength, and a man of knowledge enhances his might. Proverbs 24:5

 Enjoy your day and God bless !!

The quick change

Yesterday my Dad asked me to go and help him at a friends house, with what was supposed to be a construction project. But it turned out to be a fun day of fishing on the Tzaneen dam. My friend has a friend who owns a raft so we spent the whole day on the dam till a bit late on the water just fishing and joking around, it was great fun.

It got me thinking when I got home how you can plan ahead and have all the details figured out but just like that you get thrown a curve ball. It a case of think quick and adapt your original strategies to make the changes work to the best of your abilities.

Thought of the day\! Think quick adapt and never give up. Just keep swinging.

Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends. John 15:13

( I think I'm from now on going to include whatever Bible verse I read that gives me pause and has meaning to me).

The day afterwards

So Christmas has come and gone the memories will live forever on. Listen to me rhyming that's a first.

I had a great Christmas from singing carols at the hospital to spending quality family time at home just relaxing it was great fun. My mother cooked the best Christmas dinner in the whole world almost ate my fingers as well.

Today I'm working which is not the best way to spend a pubic holiday but what must be done shall be done! Its just so very boring to sit and wait for time to move along so I can get home and just listen to some music have a drink and just unwind. Can't wait for the new year then its my turn to go on leave just sit @ home studying and preparing for my exams can't wait to get my A+ certificate then I can start with N+ I have to get into the IT field now the hospitality industry is just not offering me the challenges that I need to function I feel like I'm stagnating not getting anywhere soon.

I like being challenged it gives the opportunity to grow and learn, the biggest thing I've learned in the last week was to always communicate with others to get as much information as possible (not that, that was such a big whoop I've known that since I was @ kindergarten).


But what ever that's enough of me whining for now!!

Have a great day guys, God bless!!

Ps. I am the Alpha & Omega, says the Lord God."who is & who was & who is to come, the Almighty" - Revelations 1:8

Merry Christmas

Its that time of the year again X-mas time I always love this time of the year(hate going shopping since that is a nightmare long quesse and sometimes smelly people) its great listening to all the Christmas songs. Everybody just seem happier this time of the year and sure much friendlier on the streets.

I was wondering why do we need a special day for strangers to great one another why don't we just do it everyday, walk up to a stranger and just say "HI" most of the time they wont respond but just maybe your random greatting helps that complete stranger... (food for thought)

I had such a great time last night; went to a hospital with my church group to sing Christmas song to the unfortunate people whom cant spend the day with loved ones dew to illness. I felt so good spreading the joy to all those people we started as 6 people and @ one stage we where 20 people nurses and doctors just joining us singing christmas carols. I love being able to praise my lord and saviour in as many ways possible.

He does so much for me protecting me and my family from harm blessing us with a beautiful home and happiness.

All praise be to God!!


Merry Christmas people !! May you be blessed and Happy and have a great day!!

My new world

Small changes can make such a difference in your life, we moved to a new home. Staying on a farm has so changed me I wake up early, I have so much more energy. I changed my outlook on live so completely I'm going to church again my faith has been renewed.

I go fishing just to sit and admire the work of our creator watch the hippos playing in the river photographing beautiful animals and nature. I'm truly blessed to have moved into such a lovely home and have my parents and brother there with me enjoying all that the farm live has to offer.

I was reading through a article posted by @toxinews about how South Africa has changed in the last few years and it really made me think, everything he wrote about all his topics and scenarios are things that I have seen and experienced my self. From the robbery to being attacked having friends and family members stabbed and killed in farm attacks unfair taxes being discriminated against just because I'm white. I get that this was how the majority of the African population were treated during apartheid era but now we get a 20 year old claiming to have been oppressed and all the other crap they think of. But he was never in the struggle I was never in the struggle. So why are me and him not treated equal now since neither of us where ever shot at, had exactly the same equal education level same qualifications same experience. No his grandfather was a terrorist in the struggle so he was by relation also in the struggle so now he has every possible opportunity handed to him on a silver platter.

I find it sad that we can't seem to get over this. We are always reminded by government that during apartheid this and that. Not that we are ever reminded that our country is now "democratic" we must all get along and be happy and co-exist as brothers and sisters. "NO NEVER the white minority racists dogs" will never be treated as equals in this country we will kill them all, they must go". This is how our politicians speak on TV at ANC meetings in parliament. If they put half the energy they spend on hating is into fixing up the roads and housing issues, getting our hospitals back op to standard and not pigsties with out running water or qualified doctors.

Lets get a grip on government spending and get South Africa back on track so we can become the country we are meant to be.